Feel so damn pissed today... Eyes was still painful and swollen in the morning when i woke up at 5am to prepare to go to work... so decided that i would go see a doc... told mdm by sms-ing her... but guess wat??? got a mouth full fr her... why??? cuz she said that she asked me to report sick back in camp.... im like wtf??? im down wif sore eyes and u wanna me travel all the way to PLAB to report sick??? r u outta ur mind???
Nvm.... went to see my family doc at 8.30am... got another dy of mc and was told to rest my eyes to reduce the pain... went back home to rest my eyes... fell asleep soon after... was later awaken by the door bell... guess wat??? SHE AND RSM CAME TO "VISIT" ME... REASON BEING THEY WRE GOING TO VISIT JASON SO POP BY TO SEE HOW WAS I DOING.... CRAP SHIT LIKE I'LL BELIEVE... WHY DONT U JUS SAY U DUN TRUST ME AND WANNA SEE IM AT HOME OR NOT??!!!
Seriously.... i dunno wats ur problem.... u make me hate u more and more.... the actions u do... the words that came outta ur mouth..... all seems so nice... but all have a hidden meaning in them... ppl say u r nice... im starting to think otherwise... u dun trust me... how am i supposed to work with u???
Seriously.... jus when i thought things turn out for the better... u jus come and destory this beautiful image that i have... Seriously... i cannot take much more... i cried and cant seem to stop...
I hate myself... totally....
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